Sometimes, I'm a big doofus.

Monday was the first day of the new semester at IHOPU.  And my first class was Biblical Foundations of Eschatology, with Daniel Lim.  At one point he asks us the same question we've all asked ourselves at one point in time; "Why do we need to study about the end times?"  The class listed off many reasons, several of which had never occurred to me, but one girl answered with; 'Because He[Jesus] is our Bridegroom.' (I confess, I don't remember the exact wording.)  And like a big doofus boy that I am, I kinda scoffed at the answer internally. "What does that have to do with anything?" was more or less my attitude. But to my surprise, this is maybe the answer that Mr. Lim seemed most excited about.

Mr. Lim went on to give a 15-20 minute rabbit trail about Jewish wedding customs and tying it into scripture to show the parallels; even down to Jesus' statement at the Last Supper of 'drink this is remembrance of me.', to the bride groom going away to his Father's house to prepare a home and returning for his bride.  It was quite masterful in the way Mr. Lim tied everything together, and I'm not doing him any credit at all by butchering the story.

This "little girl" in my class, has probably out read, out prayed, and out studied me because she is so in love with Jesus.  It makes me think of Mary, sitting at the feet of Jesus, listening to His every word.  She paid so close attention to Him, that when most of the disciples became disheartened and punked out after His crucifixion, she was the only one to "got it" and knew that Jesus meant to die.  She was the only one who payed attention to know what was in His heart to do.  There were plenty of disciples who spent lots of time with Jesus, but she had known Him in a way that none of the others did.  I wonder what would have happened if Holy Spirit had used Mary to write portions of our new testament.  It would probably blow even the book of Romans out of the water!  Has anyone ever considered her as a possible candidate for the anonymous writer of the book of Hebrews?  

While driving around town and seeing all of the sand that has been put on the roads because of the icy conditions here in Kansas City, it reminded me of a verse 17 and 18 in Psalm 139.

How precious to me are your thoughts, O God!
    How vast is the sum of them

 If I would count them, they are more than the sand.
    I awake, and I am still with you.

The very fact that the Uncreated, eternally fascinating, all powerful God and creator of the universe would even stoop so low as to have one thought about me is pretty astounding.  Compared to Him, I'm really just not that interesting.  Honest!  He spoke all of creation into existence, and sometimes I have a hard time tying my shoes.  Really, there's just not comparison.  But we see here, that was Holy Spirit was helping David to write these words, He declares that the number of them is VAST.  One thought by a completely good and kind God would probably have us set for life, two would be fantastic, but He has declared that He has more thoughts of us than there are grains of sand!  To put that is context lets, review for a moment:

There's sand at the beach, desserts, play grounds, under the ocean, on mountains, not to mention all the sand that's on the roads all over the country...  staggering.  And I'm sure He has a smile on His face with each one of them!

As far as the "I awake, and I am still with you."  I don't know how it connects to the verses before it, it it's comforting all the same.  If you figure it out, let me know!

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Even if I only have two.

Like probably most of you, January gets me thinking about changing things.  It's a good time for a fresh start.  How should I eat differently? How should I use my money differently? How can I make this year better than the last one?  That brings me to thinking about stewardship, because untimely nothing that I have or am is really mine.  The Lord is the Creator and source of everything and we only continue to exist because He wants us to.

John 1:3 "All things were made through him [Jesus], and without him was not any thing made that was made."

Hebrews 1:3 "He [Jesus] is the radiance of the glory of God and the exact imprint of his nature, and he upholds the universe by the word of his power."

(How "convenient" is it that these two verses have the same chapter and verse number? Maybe we're supposed to make that connection.  I dunno, just a thought.)

So I've been thinking about one of Jesus' parables in Matthew 25 about the servants who were given varying amounts of money by there master and were expected to use it wisely.  The servant who receive 5 talents of gold initially was able to double it to 10, and the servant who received 2 initially doubled it as well to 4, while the servant who only received one talent hid it away until his master returned. The servant who received the 2 talents wasn't ashamed to deliver his work to his master.  He worked with all that he had and ended up getting the same increase as the servant who had 5 at the beginning.  He was faithful with what he had and saw a good return for his master's money.  He was not ashamed because he did not increase by 5 like the other servant had, he also did not get boastful and falsely secure because he had more that the servant who only got the one.  

I too should not compare myself with other people, for what I do or do not have, only be faithful with the resources (whether they be financial, relational, those of skill or time) He's given me for His glory.  I can only be faithful with what He's given to me.  I know I've heard similar messages before, even taught them myself, hopefully this "sticks" in a new and real way for me.